Clocks vs Chicago.
multi-violin track mashup.
I had low expectations for this and was pleasantly surprised.
I’m in another weird transition time—it seems like I’ve been having a lot of these lately. Graduate from college, return home, move to Raleigh for Governor’s School, realize how much you’re clinging to GSE and how lost you’ll be when it’s over, grow weary of being there, come home, adjust to being at home and relaxing, planning and packing, leaving home, saying goodbye to school for the last time, moving to Houston, settling into our house in Houston, getting a job in Houston, hating my job in Houston, finding a new job in Houston.
Right now, I’m waiting for my paperwork to go through HR so that I can begin my new job. I just got my Texas driver’s license, which means that yes, perhaps this is permanent, or however long “permanent” means when you’re 22 and haven’t quite figured things out yet. I feel suspended in a constant state of circumstances just outside my control, though I have finally motivated myself to change the circumstances that I can.
I’m afraid to cling to what’s constant because I don’t know when that’ll change, too.
Constantly in flux. Just the same at (almost) 25 as at 22.
Game of Thrones cast on the TVGuide Yacht at Comic Con (2014) [x]
i am no one’s type.
i am a splotch and a shadow
some days i’m floral skirts and smiles like green tea
some days i’m flannel and existential dread
don’t you wish your girlfriend was a grey area like me
maybe the freckles on my cheeks are stars but maybe they’re bullet wounds
the music i make is never the same color twice
for forty days and nights i am silver crosses and lavender soap
but for the next sixty i’m black sweats and music like smoke
i will never be “a” because I can’t seem to sit still enough to become “the”.
i am no one’s type.
DONE WITH GRADING
except for fixing the first chunk that I graded, but I can do that tomorrow yayyyyyyyyy now time for BOURBON and maybe HARD CIDER
very into charts about naps
This is very useful for when I go back to uni.
Chris Pratt seems like a guy that would get drunk with you and then carry you home
it’s weird how straight boys will find out that a girl is bisexual and then think that girl wants to fuck them with another girl. And if they find out a guy is gay they think that guy wants to fuck them.
No one wants to have sex with you. You are are not cute. At all.
So legit it hurts.
"we almost dated" is such a weird relationship to have with someone
Plus the sequel “we never got closure”
And then the side adaptation “as I result I have a weird crush that never died”